It seems like a lifetime
ago since I last had
the weekend all to myself.
And that includes every
Friday afternoon that went
unspent on cheap spirits,
and strangely riotous porn.
Instead, there is always
work. These days,
there is always work,
or a phone call, or a lover.
It seems like I have grown
heavier since I last enjoyed
dinner, or excessive
sleep, or a lonesome run
in the morning. Only
the alarm clock keeps
me quick on my feet
these days. Even when
I wake up on the wrong
side of the bed, I roll
out with enough patient
alertness. There are
absences I have yet
to offset as always._
—
Allen Samsuya is a creative writing major from the University of the Philippines Mindanao. He is not a porn star, yet.
Two days before I was to leave for Palawan to join the first Adverbum Writers Retreat in Palawan, a 7.2 magnitude earthquake hit Central Visayas at past 8 in the morning. Soon after, social network newsfeeds were filled with initial images of the destruction it wrought. Later, television news programs provided more details. It broke my heart to see the ancient Baclayon and Loboc churches destroyed, but even more distressing were the number of human casualties. The earthquake was also felt in Davao City, but to a lesser extent, and with no reported damage. Still, I couldn’t help but feel anxious to leave my two children for a week to do something entirely for myself.