Future Husbands and Nail Polishes

Fiction by | April 29, 2012

As I am painting my nails on this 26th of January 2012, I wonder what my future husband is doing. He might be someone I haven’t met before. He might be someone who just got his heart broken, sad, angry, and alone.

Or he might be laughing at some joke his girlfriend just said or just buying milk from the grocery.

Or, I might have already met him.

He might be reading a book or pretending to listen to someone drone on and on and wishing I was there beside him. Or he might be thinking the same way as I am. Wondering if she may be the one?

As my nail polish dries and my toes glimmer from the paint, I wish someday I could look back and think that I got one thing right from all those things I just said now.

I don’t know what, but I wish I would be up to it all when it all hits very close to home.


Golda Ceniza is a graduate of San Pedro College and is Registered Nurse. She comes from Digos, the City of Mangoes. This is her first work featured in Dagmay.

Settings

Poetry by | April 29, 2012

The chess tables start to crowd in with old men in pillbox hats
on that hour when the sky turns the color of dishwater.
They repeat heroisms of ancient wars here on tiles, the focus
in their eyes pronounce as wattle under their chins. No sooner
than when a thousand lanterns are plugged on, hanging
like diamonds from knobby branches, vertical eyes prepared to drop
before the tears, the drifters come through the green gaps of bush.
They weld into the concrete around the trees; lean on the spray
of a three-tiered fountain, lay their heads against the thighs
of a whore who will later give massages in street corners. Now,
the old are fixed in permanent stoops like black birds
eyeing toppled carcasses of wooden kings. In the bygone sun,
the trees wear patches of dark like second skin, thick wedges
of quiet, unmoving but for the vagrant wind looking for dead
leaves on low branches. They crackle like eggshells under shoes
or the slow fire of cigarettes. Stray starlight sieve irregular
through a tree ceiling, liver spots on the skin of earth,
signs of lost manners, leavings of light, dirty grays below the brows,
signs of sun gone without telling.


Zola Macarambon heads the CDO Writers Bloc and has just given birth to a baby boy.

Ang Musika Sa Merkado

Poetry by | April 29, 2012

“Isda, isda” dungog nako sa pagaw nga tingog sa tindera,
“Baligya selopin” ingon pud sa gamay nga tingog sa bata.
Tuyok ligid pud sa kariton kang manong,
Nga ang sulod puros kangkong.

Sa agi-anan, aduna pud tagaktak sa sinsilyo,
Halin sa batang gapamaligyag sigarilyo.
Sa tindahan, sonata sa pirated nga DVD,
Gi-kawatan diay sa tao nga ga-ngisi.

Sa dalan, dyip niserbato atubangan sa motor,
“Hi-way, hi-way” siyaget pud sa konduktor.
Sa kilid-kilid, daghan gapamaligyaay,
Lumba sibat dayun dala siyaget, “naay mangdakopay!”

“Ngayo ko hinabang” ingon sa tigulang sa tungod,
“Prutas mga miga… suki” sa unahan pud ga-tukod.
Aduna pud gapanit-sit sa chiks sa atubangan,
Sa merkado, maski unsa imong madunggan.

Saba paminawon kung bu-ot huna huna-on,
Labi nag ikaw gahilom og sila imong paminawon.
Pero sa kadugay na nako diri nga lugara,
Mao nah ang imong matawag nga ilang musika.


Karen Mae O. del Puerto is reviewing for the NLE Board exam and is a part-time violin teacher in prep and elementary school in Cagayan de Oro City. This is her first work featured in Dagmay.

Kape

Poetry by | April 22, 2012

Ang umuusok mong init
Ang siyang umakit sa akin
Na ika’y aking tikman

‘di baleng bibig ko’y mapaso
Mula sa iyong naglalagablab na init,
Malasap ko lang ang taglay mo’ng sarap

Pero dumaan ang ilang minuto
Napagtanto ko na mas malalasap ko
ang iyong sarap kung init mo’y tama lang,
Kaya mas mainam na hihintayin ko na lang
Ang sandaling pwede ka na

Sa sandaling ako’y naghintay
Hindi ko namalayan –
Dahan-dahan ka ng lumalamig

Pero dahil ayokong masayang ka,
pinagtiyagaan na lang kita,
baka sakaling pwede pa?
Ngunit sa aking paglasap,
Sarap mo’y nawala
Mula na’ng init mo’y naglaho


Armando Fenequito, Jr. is a third Year Bachelor of Arts in Literature student of University of Southeastern Philippines.

Sometimes on the Road to Kidapawan

Poetry by | April 22, 2012

Long have I been loving to love
a nameless, whose face remains
faceless amidst all attempts
of masking her the looks of every
leading lady in the romance movies
I so dearly enjoy in the afternoons
when there is nothing better to do but
to pretend to love, be loved, to imagine.
This is also one reason why I’d like
to travel home to Kidapawan.

In the van, I like it when I lean
on my own shoulder, thinking
it was your breath wafting on
my skin as I imagine you
sleeping, while I look farther, until I
forget you because of the rubber trees
and the occasional drizzles of Makilala,
the signals of the proximal embrace
of a mother, perhaps, or an old friend,
or of our high school memories
of little fondness. And there, memories!

Ah, another reason why I love
to travel home to Kidapawan.
The nearer I get, the clearer
you appear, smiling.

Slowly, I remember your name.


Paul Randy Gumanao is BS Chemistry graduate of Ateneo de Davao University who loves words the way he loves elements.

Ang Manggagamot

Fiction by | April 15, 2012

Sa loob ng silid gamutan ni Manong Jose, na kung saan naliliwanagan lang ito ng iilang kandila at maliliit na ilaw.

“Anong maitutulong ko sa’yo, iha?” tanong ni Jose sa dalaga niyang pasyente.

“Ano kasi, Manong, ilang linggo na ‘tong tiyan ko na sumasakit. Tapos nung pinatingnan ko po ito sa doktor, eh wala naman daw silang nakikitang masama sa’king tiyan—ayon sa kanilang pagsusuri. Pinainom lang nila ako ng gamot na pampaalis daw ng sakit, pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin natatanggal ang sakit. Naabala na tuloy ang trabaho ko. Ilang araw na akong hindi pumapasok dahil dito,” salaysay ng dalaga kay Jose.

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Davao Belongs to Us All

Nonfiction by | April 15, 2012

A city is like a coin. It has two faces: one shows the head; the other, the tail. The head is what the tourists like. It’s number one in their itinerary. The tail they hardly visit. Or if they happen to visit it at all, perhaps it’s by accident. Maybe they got lost. Maybe it’s a necessary passage, an unavoidable route that they have to take, to get to their actual destination. Either way, it’s out of the plan. Tourists, foreigners, and Filipinos alike, hardly visit a city to see both faces, unless he happens to be a UN Special Rapporteur mandated to gaze at both head and tail.

Davao City is no different. It has two faces. One is beautiful; the other, ugly. One is serene; the other, noisy. One is hospitable; the other, hostile.

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Awit ni Schamsia

Poetry by | April 8, 2012

Sa Afghanistan mahigpit na ipinagbabawal
ng grupong Taliban sa mga kababaihan
ang pumasok sa paaralan upang mag-aral.

Ang sinumang sumuway sa patakarang ito
ay tahasang pinaparusahan sa pamamagitan
ng pagliligwak ng asido sa mukha.

Nobyembre 2008.
Pinili kong idiin ang lapis
Kaysa magkuskos ng dungis.
Magbuklat ng mga aklat
Kaysa magsulsi ng hijab.
Magsaliksik sa pali-paligid
Kaysa mag-igib lagi ng tubig.
Nais ko lamang ipabatid
Babae man ay may himig:
Makaniig ang lawak ng kaalaman,
Maglinang ng sariling kapasyahan,
Kaya lusawin man ng asido
Ang buo kong pagkatao
Iluluwal ng kaluluwa ko’y pangarap
Na susuhay sa dalisay na hinaharap
At magbibinhi ng karunungang
Magpapalaya sa aking angkan.

(hijab- katagang Arabiko na nangangahulugang kurtina o di kaya’y belo na pantakip sa mukha ng mga kababaihang Muslim)


Edgar Bacong studied AB Sociology at the Ateneo de Davao University, and now lives in Zurich, Switzerland.