Vignettes

Fiction by | August 23, 2015

Juna Subdivision
A low-density residential enclave of the old rich with plants (e.g. Calachuchi, Macopa, Sampaguita) for street names. Flanked by NCCC Mall to the north, and the Jesuit-run Ateneo de Davao Grade School and High School to the east. The century-old Philippine Women’s College sits in its heart. Some of the streets are unpaved and will be muddy after a drizzle, and impassable after a downpour. Notable for its inoffensive domestic architecture, many of the houses are single-level structures, with wide front lawns, low fences, and grottoes of the Virgin Mary. A striking exception is the abandoned Ampatuan mansion (one among many), with its twenty-foot perimeter walls hiding its insides from outside view.

We met at a party at one of the lines of townhouses on D-Street. The facades were identical, and it took me two wrong tries – I didn’t know what the host meant by the third unit, whether it was third from the left or the right – before I got the house right. I buzzed and you opened the gate. I was greeted by your 5’11” wiry frame and wry smile. Your blue shirt was soaked in sweat from playing beer pong, and you took your thick black-rimmed glasses off, betraying your deep-brown eyes that only showed itself if the light hit your face. You led me to the host, grabbing my arm then letting go of it once you realized your slip-up. It didn’t take much to find her, with her long pink hair and chrome hoop earrings. She was leaving for the Netherlands and she invited all of her friends, which were mostly college freshmen and sophomores. I was the oldest one there, having been in university for over six years.

I couldn’t hear anyone through the electro music, but I couldn’t talk to anyone anyway. Everyone was engrossed in their own little worlds. A couple were playing Jenga, some were playing beer pong, yourself included, and the rest were just sitting on the giant plush couch talking (or at least trying to) to each other. Save for the host, I didn’t know anyone. I excused myself outside to smoke. I could hear you shout about something (probably beer pong-related) as I went out the door. I haven’t made up my mind about you. I wasn’t even sure if you were like me. Half a pack of Marlboro Lights and a mug of beer passed by, and I went upstairs to one of the bedrooms, looking for a quiet spot to lie down. A boy and a girl were there, your friends, also looking for a respite from downstairs. “Come here,” the boy said, tapping his hand on the bed. “Let’s talk.”

The boy majored in political science at Ateneo de Davao, the girl, interior design at Philippine Women’s. We were talking about things we had in common – music, movies, how we hated it downstairs – when you walked in. You were obviously drunk and the boy helped you to the bed. You said something about going home and not letting your mother find out before passing out. The boy removed your glasses and emptied your pockets – car key, wallet, iPhone – and placed everything on the side table. I grabbed your phone and thumbed through it. You had Hozier and the soundtrack to Across the Universe on your Spotify. I saved my number on your phone and placed it back on the side table.

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Approval

Fiction by | August 16, 2015

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Your fingers glide across black and white piano keys, and the music leaves a pounding in your head—a storm in your chest. You can’t explain it, but it’s the same feeling you get whenever you ace a test or reach the topmost part of a Ferris wheel ride. You’ve never liked heights, but seeing the world from so high up has always left you awestruck and a little breathless.

You think playing the piano is like riding a Ferris wheel, like having wings and having another world at your fingertips. And when you play, you aren’t your brother’s shadow or the perfect kid that your parents expect you to be—you’re just sixteen-year-old Anton Go.

You like losing yourself in the music and drowning in the crescendos because if the music is good enough, you don’t even have to be Anton, just a pianist losing himself in his art. To be honest, you don’t mind getting a little lost every now and then because sometimes you like the worlds inside your sheet music more than the real world.

“And that’s it, great work today, Anton.”

The music comes to a stop and you swivel around in your chair to face Ms. Rivera. “Thank you, ma’am. I’ve been practicing really hard.”

“You should be, the contest is on Friday after all, and I don’t want you freezing up onstage. Have you told your parents about it yet?” She flashes you a warm smile and you feel her long and bony fingers resting on your shoulder.

Mrs. Rivera was the first piano teacher you ever had, and when you were seven, you thought she was the best piano teacher in all of Cagayan de Oro city—maybe even the best in all the world. You used to idolize the tall and bony woman who played with all the confidence you wished you could have, and you remember how you used to give her flowers from the garden on Valentines and little presents during Christmas or her birthday.

She used to be the coolest grown up ever, and you think she still is.

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Inigbanos sa Ulan

Fiction by | August 9, 2015

Tagsa–tagsang mipadailos gikan sa tingkoy ug agtang ni Bobet ang mga singut paghimungtod nila sa balay sa iyang Ninang Diding. Kapin usa ka kilometro man god silang nagbaklay taliwala sa naglagiting nga Adlaw. Daw walay pulos ang gisul-ot nilang mga dyaket ug sarok sa kaigang sa palibot. Si Alfonso, ang kamaguwangang anak ni Diding, maoy ilang naabtan. Wala didto ang magtiayon kay namalit nig pagkaon sa ilang mga mangangani.

“Te, gitugon diay ko ni Nanay nga magsugod na lang daw mog pangani bisag wala pa sila. Moabot man pod daw karong taud-taod silang Noy Silyo, “ni Alfonso kanila.

“Asa man mi dapit magsugod, Do?” pangutana ni Norma nga nagyaka sa tugkaran samtang namaypay sa sarok. Gitudlo sa ulitawo ang usa ka taas nga pilapil diin nanuyhakaw ang mga bulagaw na mga humay nga naglubay-lubay mataghandos sa hangin.

“Didto Te, kanang kinatumyan nga pilapil simpig nianang layog hangtod dinhas punoan sa santol.”

Kalit misagbat si Bobet nga naglingkod sa nagbuy-od nga dakong pinutol nga kahoy. Tupad niya ang igsoong si Sabel. “Ehem… Al, wa ba dihay pabugnaw? Init man god kaayo sa dalan, maayo man god nang magtrabaho ta nga presko ang atong hasang.”

“Bitaw, no? Hulat sa ‘mo, Te, ha, kay mag-abli tag coke, morag naa pa may nahibiling usa ka botelya sa ref,”sa batan-on dayong sulod sa balay.

Nakapanglingo si Norma sa gibuhat ni Bobet. Gisigaan niya nis mata. “Pastilan gyod kang bataa ka, kawalay uwaw!”

Giduol ni Bobet ang iyang inahan dayong pislit-pislit sa bukobuko niini. “Ikaw gyod, Nay…Relaks lang god dinha, akoy bahala.”

Mikunot ang agtang ni Norma. “Saba dinha! Nagbaga ra nang nawong nimo, ay!”

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Pagtanggal ng Mantsa

Fiction by | July 26, 2015

Isang gabi, binabad ko ang ukay-ukay kong mga t-shirts. Iniba-iba ko ang mga puti at de-kolor. Nilagyan ko ng kloroks ang may mantsang t-shirt na puti.

Napatingin ako sa tv. Inaantabayanan ko kasi ang paborito kong programa tuwing linggo ng gabi. Pero advertisements pa pala: lotion na pampaputi, for straight hair shampoo, at kung anu-ano pa. Meron ding piling mga eksena ng isang melodrama na kinaiinisan ko pero sinusubaybayan ng halos lahat sa bahay.
Umupo ako saglit sa harap ng tv. Di pa rin tapos ang mga advertisements. Sa inis at inip ko, binalikan ko ang mga binabad. Kinusot-kusot ko nang bahagya. Napatingin uli ako sa tv. Nagkataong may advertisement ng isang tanyag na politiko tungkol sa kanyang gagawing proyekto. Advertisement pa ba to? tanong ko sa sarili. “Kay aga-aga pa ng political advertisement na to!” bulalas naman ng kapatid ko.
Habang patingin-tingin ako sa nasabing political advertisement, kinusot ko ang t-shirt na puti. Nilagyan ko uli ng kloroks ang mantsa. Hinipan-hipan. At kusot uli. Super kusot. Nang sinipat ko ang t-shirt, natanggal konti ang mantsa.

At binabad ko uli ang t-shirt na puti.

Amihan is a freelance creative fiction and non-fiction writer who was born and raised in General Santos City.

Alkansya

Fiction by | July 26, 2015

Ang akong lola niuli guikan sa Sugbu dala uban niya ang imahe sa Sto. Niño ug gamay nga tigumanan sa sinsilyo may inukit nga imahe ni Buda. Matag adlaw ginsudlan niya ug sinsilyo ang gamay nga Buda ug nagaugbok ug kandila sa Niño tapos niya mangaliya. Ug kada adlaw siya nagalingkod sa may bintana, sa iyang tuyatuya nga lingkoranan, nag-ihap sa mga sakyanan nanglabay sa abogon nga dalan sa among barangay.
Usa ka bulan nilabay, ang akong lola nagahimo niini sa walay paglat-ang ug adlawpagsulod piso sa gamayng Buda, paghalad kandila ug pag-ampo, unya paglingkod sa may bintana aron pag-ihap sa nanglabayng mga sakyanan.

Ug usa niana ka adlaw nga nabatian ko siya nga nag-ampo ug akong naamgohan: ang akong lola nag-ihap sa mga adlaw nga ang akong amahan makauli sa among pinuy-anan guikan sa trabaho sa pagmina.


Si Teresa May A. Mundiz usa ka magtutudlo sa usa ka unibersidad diri sa Davao. Nagasulat sya kung itugot sa panahon, ug padayon sya sa iyang paglawig sa iyang mga damgu.

Esme and the Tiny White Mouse

Fiction by | June 28, 2015

Artwork by Gerlie Quinn Gulles
Artwork by Gerlie Quinn Gulles
Esme hurriedly ran down the stairs towards the kitchen when she heard the good news. She was inside her bedroom doing her homework. Her mother knocked on the door and told her that her brother Ipe was finally coming home for a short vacation.

“I need you to help me around the house to prepare for his visit.”

“Of course! I’d love to help! When is he coming home, Mama?”

“He’ll be here after a couple of sleeps.”

Esme could not hide her excitement. She wondered if her Kuya still looked the same after two years of studying in Canada. She was only in first grade the last time she saw him. And she missed him terribly.

Esme had only a faint memory of their father. He died soon after her fourth birthday. Whenever she felt sad about not having their father around, she would think of Kuya Ipe. He was the one who defended her from her classmates when they teased her for not having a father. And he used to read her favorite books to her before she went to sleep. Her Kuya also helped their mother around the house. Her brother was enough, she thought to herself. He was like the father she never had.

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Stick in the Fridge

Fiction by | June 21, 2015

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Artwork by Nina Maria Alvarez

Pat loves her Papa so much, she follows him everywhere.

When her father goes to the living room to watch the evening news, she sits in his lap and leans on his chest. She loves it when her Papa carries her to bed when she falls asleep. She is not afraid of monsters under her bed because she knows her Papa is still awake and is just one cry away.

Whenever she becomes thirsty in the middle of the night or wants to pee, she carefully walks her way to the bathroom near their front door. Nerves set in when she reaches the stairs but she becomes calm when she smells the familiar smoke. It’s her father smoking in front of their house. Pat thinks that her father has been guarding them from monsters and thieves.

One night, she opens the door and runs to her Papa. He quickly sways his hand with a cigarette away from his daughter and asks, “Why are you still awake?”

“I’m thirsty,” she replied.

“Get some water and then go straight to your room, okay?”

“Do you mind if I stay here with you for a while?” Pat asks him.

“I’m sorry Pat, but get back to sleep now or you’ll stop growing,” he puts his cigarette stick on a flower pot and opens the door for Pat.

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Meg and the Turtle

Fiction by | June 14, 2015

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Artwork by Maria Louisa Pasilan

Meg always spent two weeks of her summer vacation with her Auntie Del, who lived with her husband Uncle Ben in an animal farm in Bansalan. Meg adored her aunt and uncle. They did not have any children of their own and they were always sending Meg dolls and books.

In the farm, Meg could run around without the danger of getting run over by big vehicles and she could milk the cows and the goats with Uncle Ben when she woke up early. Their farm was spacious: there was a shed for the cows, a pen for the pigs and goats, and a coop for the chickens. They even had a couple of horses that Uncle Ben and his help would ride. And so, she always looked forward to her stay in the farm.

After Meg settled into the room she had claimed as hers, Auntie Del led her to the back of the house. When she asked why, Auntie Del’s response was only, “I have something to show you.”

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